1/24/10

Help Wanted: Inspiration

Well, I should start blogging again. Last time I blogged, I was inspired.. Unlike now. For some reason, my work doesn't live up to my older work.. Maybe I'm setting the bar too high for myself.. Is that possible? Before, I felt like this had to be professional. Now I realize, this can't be professional.. I can't possibly get popular for my artificial posts where I don't seem human.. I have to remember this is MY blog.. and it should be ME. Anyway.. Back to photography. I don't know why, but suddenly my newest work disappoints me. My inspiration shows in my work, and my inspiration lately seems hollow. I'm getting used to not being the best I can be.. Which is the most disappointing thing of all. Maybe if it write it down, the things that bother me most.. or the things that get in my way of getting what I want.. Then I will open up again. If I hold any emotion in, I might lose it forever.